i hate you

Organic lights
Make tree shadows
Receipts and cigarettes
Cover the floor
Parked in dirt.

Atheist hymns leak out from my car
And into my heart
Like the words that,
Like the words that would not

I was the wax that liquefied
And I tried and tried
To harden into glue
Because I’m just afraid

So write them down
Or even paint the perfect picture
So write them down
I’ll never forget, I’ll never forget..

I was the wax that liquefied
And I tried and tried
To harden into glue
Because I’m just afraid

I’ll never forget
The change of seasons.

earnesty and clarity
those wonderful mentalities
of decent positivity
are all that we can scribe
but misery and poverty
they follow me and my family
and though it seems that i can’t win
i think i have to try

everyone’s afraid of me
they’ll never see that we all leave
the same damn blood each night

so you’ll go your way
and i’ll go mine
i hope we meet later on down the line

sense and sensibility 
and peaceful productivity
a pretty girl with broken wings
is all that i desire
but there’s so much hostility
in all the things surrounding me
the awful blow of ethnity 
is trying to stop me shine
so i try to look inwardly
at all the things inside of me
but sodomy and buggery keep bubbling to the top

so you’ll go forward 
and i’ll go back
i hope we catch up with each other on the track

and i’ve been thinking awkwardly
about the things that are holy
like Jesus, Joseph, and Mary 
and Mary Magdalene
and even theoretically
i don’t think i could ever see
the perfect human being
Jesus lived without sin

so you’ll go upward 
and i’ll go down
you’ll go upward 
and i’ll go down
you’ll go upward
and i’ll go down
i’ll see you in hell when we die